King Kahayarix

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REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A CHILD AND WANTED TO BE A TEEN WHEN I BECAME THE TEEN I DID GROWN MAN THINGS, NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WILL BRING. DID A STINT IN VA AT 15. CAME HOME AT 18. 3 YRS WENT BY AND NONE THE WISER. STARTED WITH DRUGS AND SEEN THE LIGHT KNOWING MY PAIN WILL TAKE A FIGHT. BECAME A MAN AND STILL THE SAME, NOT KNOWING WHO I AM OR WHAT LIFE WILL BRING. SOUNDS OF RAIN FELT LIKE THE THUNDER OF MY PAIN. WANTED TO ENDED ALL AT THIS TIME, BUT SOMEONE HAD A PLAN FOR ME ONLY IF I KNEW. I AM SAYING WIRITING THIS POEM IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE OF THE PAIN THAT I MUST RELEASE SO I THINK ON HOW I MUST GO DO I HANG MYSELF DO I CUT MYSELF OR WHIMP OUT AND THROW MYSELF ALL THOUGHTS OF COMITTING SUICIDE. BEFORE YOU CAME I THOUGHT OF SUICIDE, SUICIDE, SUICIDE THESE WERE MY THOUGHTS BUT I AM LOST NOW AND DON?T HAVE THESE THOUGHTS ANYMORE ALL I THINK OF IS LOVE, LIVE LIFE AND MORE IT?S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOU AND YOU THAT I AM ME. WRITTEN BY RAUL KAHAYARIX RIOS 4/5/08

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