“We are lions with our own unique language. To the untrained ear, our words are heard as simple roars. However, to those who stand in the light of the Almighty Father, our roars are heard and understood as expressions of brotherly and sisterly Love, Honor, Obedience, Sacrifice, and Righteousness; as well as growls of Respect, Honesty, Unity, Knowledge, and Love. ”   --KM

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King Kahayarix

REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A CHILD AND WANTED TO BE A TEEN WHEN I BECAME THE TEEN I DID GROWN MAN THINGS, NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WILL BRING. DID A STINT IN VA AT 15. CAME HOME AT 18. 3 YRS WENT BY AND NONE THE WISER. STARTED WITH DRUGS AND SEEN THE LIGHT KNOWING MY PAIN WILL TAKE A FIGHT. BECAME A MAN AND STILL THE SAME, NOT KNOWING WHO I AM OR WHAT LIFE WILL BRING. SOUNDS OF RAIN FELT LIKE THE THUNDER OF MY PAIN. WANTED TO ENDED ALL AT THIS TIME, BUT SOMEONE HAD A PLAN FOR ME ONLY IF I KNEW. I AM SAYING WIRITING THIS POEM IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE OF THE PAIN THAT I MUST RELEASE SO I THINK ON HOW I MUST GO DO I HANG MYSELF DO I CUT MYSELF OR WHIMP OUT AND THROW MYSELF ALL THOUGHTS OF COMITTING SUICIDE. BEFORE YOU CAME I THOUGHT OF SUICIDE, SUICIDE, SUICIDE THESE WERE MY THOUGHTS BUT I AM LOST NOW AND DON?T HAVE THESE THOUGHTS ANYMORE ALL I THINK OF IS LOVE, LIVE LIFE AND MORE IT?S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOU AND YOU THAT I AM ME. WRITTEN BY RAUL KAHAYARIX RIOS 4/5/08

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